My foot steps

lately
Today I was lil blown when I got home cuz my brother took the car. I gotta share with this nigga until he get his joant back so yea... But thats alright ima let him have his lil fun. I cheered up tho after I talked with my Scooter! Ever since I've been home I've been on the phone jus chillin ain't even do no homework yet but I will soon. Been talking to Isaiah, Ally, Jazzy, and a lil bit of Jordan not too much tho. We stayed on the phone last night for a minute jus talking about old times n shit. It was ji like fun catching up I guess. I am so glad for once in my life Im not catching feelings with this nigga. Thats how I know Scooter got me wrapped tighter than wrist band. But im not complaining. We got a lil friendship going on he got his crusty asz looking gurlfriend and I got my boo. Lol.

I got my progress report I did average. Everything averaged out to 3.00. Im not satisfied so I gotta bring it up. Trig is blowing the fuck outta me! So I made my guidance appt for thursday at 11:20 and hopefully I'll be getting work release. Cuz im bout to start looking for a job.Or I might jus be a aide and jus stay in school the whole day. I DUNNO!! For real I can't wait til May 26th! The day I graduate, I will feel so fuckin good for real! I cried a lil bit today cuz my cousin gon tell my mother that I started talking back to my cousin/godfather Wayne. He gon tell her that I changed. First off this nigga gon sit up here and say "he's basically my father and he can tell me what to do" I dun think so, yea he on sum good shit. But yea if he wanna go like that then fuck him and fuck everybody else too. Im tired of that shit im all of a sudden a different person. Im still goofy ass Jessica thats like to laugh. I don't hurt nobody feeling's intentionally. And if I do then u had it coming.

Thursday im supposed to be going out laurel so Isaiah can help me with these apps then Im going to visit Ally baby, and Jennifer. Ooh yea and pay for my senior pics. Yup..Saturday we play at DuVal we have so much drama with DuVal its not even funny. But hey it don't matter to me cuz our football team fought friendly last year and im jus gon sit her and laugh. And they was telling me at practice how DuVal cheerleaders don't like us n blah blah but the Potomac game was fun cuz we was going back n forth with their cheerleader carrying 'em.. ! So I look forward to this.

Jordan keep trying to get to come out there and see him. Yea I go out there but for him. He said he jus wanna see how I look now and how much different I am. I dun know I really don't care if I see him or not. It dun matter to me he aint my man. Lol Im jus chillin im ju glad that me and him could come to some type of agreement about the past. And he actually apologized. Thats something his stubborn asz never does. So I guess im pretty content about that one. No shame in that right??

Current Mood: energetic
Current Music: rihanna-if it's lovin that u want

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